Shoot Myself in the Foot Just to See it Bleed
I don't know when everyone just decided that they could talk to me again. But here I am, that shoulder to cry on once more. And I can't say that I am all too dissappointed. I just wish that people wouldn't forget that I'm here. And I wish that people who still won't talk to me would. It's a simple task and I know that it's just not that easy. I have found that people are very cold hearted and are very good at keeping grudges. I hate it, but it's a fact of life. I also realize how hard it is for people to let go and move on. I cry for all those people out there. And I celebrate for all of those who can actually do this. You are one of the strongest people I know if you can, and you should write a book to tell me and everyone else your secret. Cause I am feeling some major need of mind erasing. And if anyone out there knows how I can get some... please don't hesitate to leave me the info.
It is snowing right now and this gets at me for two reasons. 1. I am super pissed because it is almost f-ing May and it is cold outside. I am so tired of winter I could shoot myself in the foot just to see it bleed. I know this sounds ridiculous, but so is snow in freakin May. Bah! 2. I have friends who drive, badly. And I worry that they are going to kill themselves and who ever is with them. So a word to all of you, when you get home, either talk to me online or leave me a comment telling me you are alive. This will ease my thoughts, SO JUST DO IT!
Okay, so everyone I know on blogger, which is all of about three people I have read their entire archiev. This is sad. Because this means that I have tons of time on my hands and not enough to do. Good friends of the world, WHERE ARE YOU? and why am I sitting at home on a saturday night. Looks like when my back was turned, all my friends got lives. Damn, I was worried about that.
Personal note about these blogs, I have mainly read two. One who knows who he is, because I told him, and the other... obvious reasons to those who know me. To the first, I am sorry. For everything that has happend that is wrong in your life. I would be lying if I said that those didn't make me cry and laugh and regret what happend. (Not necessarily in that order.) But, you are an amazing person and you deserve only the best of this entire world. You have given so many people so much of your love. I think it is high time some of this was returned. God bless you and the purest soul to ever walk on this earth. And to the second, if I have to hear about how he is just lookin for someone to share life with, I am gonna shoot myself in the foot just to see it bleed. And that is ridiculous, but so is his statement. I have to go now, but I love you all. Let this be the night that you live to the fullest. Sweet Daydreaming.
It is snowing right now and this gets at me for two reasons. 1. I am super pissed because it is almost f-ing May and it is cold outside. I am so tired of winter I could shoot myself in the foot just to see it bleed. I know this sounds ridiculous, but so is snow in freakin May. Bah! 2. I have friends who drive, badly. And I worry that they are going to kill themselves and who ever is with them. So a word to all of you, when you get home, either talk to me online or leave me a comment telling me you are alive. This will ease my thoughts, SO JUST DO IT!
Okay, so everyone I know on blogger, which is all of about three people I have read their entire archiev. This is sad. Because this means that I have tons of time on my hands and not enough to do. Good friends of the world, WHERE ARE YOU? and why am I sitting at home on a saturday night. Looks like when my back was turned, all my friends got lives. Damn, I was worried about that.
Personal note about these blogs, I have mainly read two. One who knows who he is, because I told him, and the other... obvious reasons to those who know me. To the first, I am sorry. For everything that has happend that is wrong in your life. I would be lying if I said that those didn't make me cry and laugh and regret what happend. (Not necessarily in that order.) But, you are an amazing person and you deserve only the best of this entire world. You have given so many people so much of your love. I think it is high time some of this was returned. God bless you and the purest soul to ever walk on this earth. And to the second, if I have to hear about how he is just lookin for someone to share life with, I am gonna shoot myself in the foot just to see it bleed. And that is ridiculous, but so is his statement. I have to go now, but I love you all. Let this be the night that you live to the fullest. Sweet Daydreaming.
posted by chelC | 9:32 PM
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You will always hold a special place in my heart,
You always will as you did from the start.
Your help has made me stronger in so many ways,
I've never made such a dear friend in all of my days.
You'll sit with me,you'll wipe my tears,
As they fall to the ground you ease my fears.
You tell me I will be ok,
You assure me you will always stay.
You hold me near,so close to your heart,
You eased my mind that we shall never part.
I felt a weight lift off my mind,
A friend like you is so hard to find.
The tone in your voice,the soft touch of your hand,
It makes me believe in you,helps me understand.
No matter how sad I shall ever come to be,
I realize your dear friendship shall be here with me.
I admire you so much for words of wisdom you say,
I adore you for who you are as I will each passing day.
You have a look of concern sometimes on your face,
Your still always there with your loving embrace.
I could never have wished for such a good friend,
I'll cherish your soul until the very end.
Even then I know you will still think of me,
Your in my heart,your in my mind as you will be for eternity.
You stand by me through each day in all that I do,
I want you to realize I'll be here for you too.
You shall always keep that place in my soul,
Your fiendship is a treaure Im so lucky to hold.
Thank you for caring for me without doubt,
Thank you for understanding what my heart is about.
Thank you for been the kind person you are,
I shall always be here for you no matter near or far.
~.:A Loving Friend:.~
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