Birthday With a Side of Epiphany

So I heard last night that my good friend Brandon has finally found himself a lady. It's been a long time coming and I would be lying if I didn't say that I am extremely happy for him. I mean he deserves the best, and from what I hear, Theresa had been the best. She sounds amazing and I can't wait to actually meet her. Like, I know who she is and everything, but we have never been properly introduced. I think It's high time too.

Okay, so last night was a very long night. I mean... it was just a complete night. I took a nap and woke up around seven I think, and got onlinw. Caitlin was on and we talked for a while. Then she got off and an hour or so later (I don't know, not much time) Brandon got online and I talked to him for a while. Actually more like four hours. Average. But he told me all about his amazing night, (which I am not going to go into because he already left a huge thins on hie website about it.) But it was a good night. So talkie talkie and then Caitlin gets back on around eleven. So... they talk. I talk to them, but they have a separate conversation. I don't know what happend. I don't want to know what happend. It's not my place. But Theresa doesn't have a date to prom now, and Brandon and her are like together. But, he already has a date to prom, Caitlin.

Side Note: Now, I care about Brandon very much. He is a very good friend of mine, but I know that he can not do anything to hurt anyone. But in the end... I think this ends up hurting the most important person, himself. I wish that he could do what is the best for him, and not what is going to make the most people happy, but that's just my wish. Like I said, it's not my place.

So anyway... caitlin put up her away message and I jut kept talking to Brandon. At Midnight I wished him a happy birthday.. but he felt really 5hitty and so did I, I'm not gonna lie. But I relived my epiphany and said a lot of things that I think make almost a little too much sense. I sent an online greeting and i must admit, it was sweet. It was so pretty. I tell all of you now, online greetings: awesome to send, awesome to recieve. But again witht the epiphany..... Brandon is a really great friend and I can't imagine not knowing the kid. You have to admit he's pretty awesome. He just doesn't deserve all of this kinda crap to bring him down. *Lift me up Love Everyday*

So... I've been doin a lot and I mean a LOT of thinking. And I feel like.. playing the field? Well, I mean like I want to go out there and meet everyone that I can. And that way... when I find a person who I connect with and can have a good time decides that they are ready for a commitment, I'll know I don't have anything else goin on. I just feel like the more people I know, the better chances of finding someone right. Like diversifying your portfolio, it only leads to bigger and better things.

So, in conclusion... there has been a lot of stuff goin down! well, a lil anyway. So to sum, Brandon+Theresa= yey. Prom+Brandon= confusion. Me+Boys= come and get it!! (Me+thoughts= still hung up on boy, not givin up yet. Nope, I got a summer right?) Hell yess I do! Well, live is good and things will follow that lead, I'm sure of it.

(p.s got my bridesmaid dress and i like it. Pretty. Still don't have a date for prom. But so don't care, dressing up has never been my thing. Besides, it's not like it's my prom. I'm a sophomore dude. I got time. I think that Lauren might be upset with me. But for the dumbest reason ever... Doug! UH! over it. I am not going to let that get at my good times anymore. Bah! So that's my p.s bit longer than I though it would be.)

Star Wars Return of the Sith: 25 days!
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince: three months!!