AnDy, yoU'Re a STaR

I can't help the way that I am, that's just me. So, I am really bored and I tend to ramble. Don't you just hate it when people do that? It seems completely pointless. I really hate it when people are like, yea so I'm bored. I don't f-ing care. Now I am also bored because you have just wasted my time telling me that you are bored. P.S. I am a raving hypocrite. Have you ever heard of two people who are dating and seem to be terribly perfect for eachother having a conversation and afterward having no choice but to break up? Like there is no way after everything they've said to keep going in a relationship. I hadn't before today. I am now really worried about this. Because I realize how real it it. Just one conversation away from not anymore. That is a scary thought. Choose your words wisely my friends. Prom was this weekend. I am unchanged about this, but it seems like all of my friends went and told me that they had an awesome time. It's just that none will go into detail about the evening. Like oh it was so much freakin fun, but I'm not gonna tell you why. That is the best attitude I have ever heard. I dont really think that prom is all that big of an idea. I mean, it's not really different from snowball except that it's at the century center and it had a 5hity restriction on it. I think it is terribly overrated and I am happy I didn't go... but I wish someone else would have.... My life has been terribly uneventful. I do feel like I am on a plateau though. Like something big is about to happen, I just don't know what side it is going to hit me from. I hope it's the good side. I realiozed the other day that I just want someone to hold my hand. Out of all of the needs in the world, that is the one I want met first. Hold my hand. How gay and girly does that sound? Oh well, it's true I am a girl. I am realy excited that Star Wars is coming out in what... 2 days??!! Oh my christ above!!! Just call me Chejob Briian. That is my Star Wars name after all. I cannot wait. So excited. I even have a cape just like Amidala's. Yes, I am just that sad. I am ready for this school year to end. I have senioritis already and I am only a sophomore. That is not a good thing. But, I have given up. It doesn't matter. I am gonna have all A's anyway. So bite that highschool and future college!! I am sad that people who are falling for others and are seemingly perfect are being over looked. Not me personally I swear, I promise, but, I certain white tuxedo man... I wish that is perfect someone would come. I really think they could be the end. Pity they were friends first. I know how that goes. And I still carry that damn torch. I shouldn't still like him. Oh well, Andy you're a Star, in nobody's eyes but mine.