It'S 11:11 MaKe a wiSH
Hmm.... a wise man once said if i could change the world there still isn't one thing I would change about you. And I believe it. Then I slept with him and realized that he only said it to get into my pants. Still doesn't make him any less wise considering he got what he wanted, just makes him an asshole to boot....
I am just really bored these days. School has ended, that shits over man! But now I realize the thing that I realize every suimmer.... I have nothing better to do other than school. Sad but true. I have been cleaning everything in my house... everything! But the real thing is that I am just afraid that after the intial woohoo of summer has worn off, no one is going to call me to hang out and I am going to be all alnoe completely deviod of fun. UH!
So yesterday... I got out of school and walked with heidi away from the hell hole the last time. For this summer at least. It felt so odd to just walk away towards softball, but still away. Never riding the bus again. Weird in a very good way. We went to my house so I could grab my suit and change into comforable clothes, jeans we very much not an option. Then we went to her house and hung out with Betsy who is home for the summer and she looks fabulous!! I have never seen her look like such a hottie. I'm not gay, but she was smokin. Gonna have to fight off those men with a big stick. Then Heidi had to go down town to get on the payroll for her new job. Long story short.... lost... very! In the scary mexican part of south bend and just when we were going to call her mom there is it, right in front of us! HA! But the fun doesn't end there, then when we are trying to pull out from the parking space, the car won't go. It rolls down this little hill with no brakes, and then she tries to go in drive, with no gas. Shit! So we don't know what's wrong, I turn off the AC and she calls her mom. We give it one more sporting chance, and then it works! Call her mom back real quick and we go to T-Bell. I got nachos they were delicioso! She snuck her tacos into the movie theater and we see Madagascar. It was funny and I loved the hippo! So after we dirve back to her house, hang out on her couch SIDE NOTE:>: Everytime I got to heidi's house I end up talkin to her mom sitting on this really sweet couch she has at least once and it is some of the funnest times I ahve ever hung out with heid's that is one of my favorite things to do, I don't know if she likes it, but I do! :<:END SIDE NOTE.Her uncle was there and so he sat and chatte with us too. I think he got a kick outta me cause i am over at that hbouse so much, he did make me nervous or anything. Then we were gonna swim, and we didn't and she drove me home. We listend to Damien Rice after not being lost and that is the best music to describe the drive after that. It was just relaxing and comfortable and fun! With amazing insturmentals.
I am going to help my Nana clean her windows tomorrow and I know that thatis going to be a blast. I love my Nana. I just called her today cause everytime my mom talks to me about her she is like "you know she still wants you to help her with her windows" and I think that I meant to last year and never got around to it. She might have done it alone. Whic makes me feel like 5hit. So not this year! I called her and we made a date. I will not break it for anything. She always wants me to go out and have a good time, but I need to help her. I don't know how much longer she is going to be around, but I love her and I want to help her as much as I can while she is here.
Whitney invited me to go the beach tomorrow. And I am going over to my Nana's at about 8. Which is now moving up to 7:30. I think I am going to help her do whichever windows she needs the most and then stop. Like either do all the upstair and then not do the down or vice versa. Cause I mean she can't do too much. But it really shouldn't take that long... should it? I don't want to rush her. Whit, I think said 10:30 which give me plenty of time to do whatever. Three hours? Please. Whatev, I will be with my Nana as long as she needs me. I am contemplating on whether or not to tell her cause then she might want to just tell me not to worry and secretly be very hurt. I think I will go with the not tell her unless we are coming down to the wire and make her promise me not to do anymore cleaning without me.
So today was a very boring day. The school freaking called me and told me I had left a portfolio there and that I need to come pick it up at security and I'm not doing it.. And so I was up at 8:00. Oh school, even when I don't have you you are waking my ass up unnecessarily early. But then I got online and talked to Brandon... A LOT! I hadn't talked to him in so long and so much had happend. Like him and Theresa are no longer together. It's a 5hity thing, but 5hity things happen. I'm hoping everything will work out for the best. So did that, and then went to work. Came home, got online counted my calories for the day, and then... talked to Brandon some more and also to caitlin. I am super pumped for Dan and Johnny's show tomorrow, "I" in team or something like that at the grounds. It's gonna be good. I don't know who i am going with, but everyone has offered me rides and I can't turn 'em down. Not wasting gas is always a good time for me. But I do worry about David and Heidi. I asked them if they wanted to go with me, but I am prolly gonna get a ride with someone else and I don't know if they will still want to go. Or if they will feel like I ditched them. I don't want to start my summer with my freinds pissed at me for ditching them. And then they might not invite me to do stuff with them... tricky situation. But then I fell asleep and then Whit called and invited me to the beach. Exciting.
So early in the summer and I already have to deal with not hurting people's feelings. I hope and pray that everything will move like clock work in this little scenario. Hm... I guess I will call Heidi in the morning before I go to the beach and tell her about the rides I have accumulated and maybe I will even tell her I still want her and David to come b/c I think that they would really enjoy it, give them the time and tell them i will save some seats for them. I really do want them to come and I think that they would enjoy themselves. Hmmm... that sounds supurb. Always tell the truth.
My my, it's late considering I have to wakr up super early. I am gonna hit it. There's something I haven't seen in a long time, it's 11:11, make a wish.
I am just really bored these days. School has ended, that shits over man! But now I realize the thing that I realize every suimmer.... I have nothing better to do other than school. Sad but true. I have been cleaning everything in my house... everything! But the real thing is that I am just afraid that after the intial woohoo of summer has worn off, no one is going to call me to hang out and I am going to be all alnoe completely deviod of fun. UH!
So yesterday... I got out of school and walked with heidi away from the hell hole the last time. For this summer at least. It felt so odd to just walk away towards softball, but still away. Never riding the bus again. Weird in a very good way. We went to my house so I could grab my suit and change into comforable clothes, jeans we very much not an option. Then we went to her house and hung out with Betsy who is home for the summer and she looks fabulous!! I have never seen her look like such a hottie. I'm not gay, but she was smokin. Gonna have to fight off those men with a big stick. Then Heidi had to go down town to get on the payroll for her new job. Long story short.... lost... very! In the scary mexican part of south bend and just when we were going to call her mom there is it, right in front of us! HA! But the fun doesn't end there, then when we are trying to pull out from the parking space, the car won't go. It rolls down this little hill with no brakes, and then she tries to go in drive, with no gas. Shit! So we don't know what's wrong, I turn off the AC and she calls her mom. We give it one more sporting chance, and then it works! Call her mom back real quick and we go to T-Bell. I got nachos they were delicioso! She snuck her tacos into the movie theater and we see Madagascar. It was funny and I loved the hippo! So after we dirve back to her house, hang out on her couch SIDE NOTE:>: Everytime I got to heidi's house I end up talkin to her mom sitting on this really sweet couch she has at least once and it is some of the funnest times I ahve ever hung out with heid's that is one of my favorite things to do, I don't know if she likes it, but I do! :<:END SIDE NOTE.Her uncle was there and so he sat and chatte with us too. I think he got a kick outta me cause i am over at that hbouse so much, he did make me nervous or anything. Then we were gonna swim, and we didn't and she drove me home. We listend to Damien Rice after not being lost and that is the best music to describe the drive after that. It was just relaxing and comfortable and fun! With amazing insturmentals.
I am going to help my Nana clean her windows tomorrow and I know that thatis going to be a blast. I love my Nana. I just called her today cause everytime my mom talks to me about her she is like "you know she still wants you to help her with her windows" and I think that I meant to last year and never got around to it. She might have done it alone. Whic makes me feel like 5hit. So not this year! I called her and we made a date. I will not break it for anything. She always wants me to go out and have a good time, but I need to help her. I don't know how much longer she is going to be around, but I love her and I want to help her as much as I can while she is here.
Whitney invited me to go the beach tomorrow. And I am going over to my Nana's at about 8. Which is now moving up to 7:30. I think I am going to help her do whichever windows she needs the most and then stop. Like either do all the upstair and then not do the down or vice versa. Cause I mean she can't do too much. But it really shouldn't take that long... should it? I don't want to rush her. Whit, I think said 10:30 which give me plenty of time to do whatever. Three hours? Please. Whatev, I will be with my Nana as long as she needs me. I am contemplating on whether or not to tell her cause then she might want to just tell me not to worry and secretly be very hurt. I think I will go with the not tell her unless we are coming down to the wire and make her promise me not to do anymore cleaning without me.
So today was a very boring day. The school freaking called me and told me I had left a portfolio there and that I need to come pick it up at security and I'm not doing it.. And so I was up at 8:00. Oh school, even when I don't have you you are waking my ass up unnecessarily early. But then I got online and talked to Brandon... A LOT! I hadn't talked to him in so long and so much had happend. Like him and Theresa are no longer together. It's a 5hity thing, but 5hity things happen. I'm hoping everything will work out for the best. So did that, and then went to work. Came home, got online counted my calories for the day, and then... talked to Brandon some more and also to caitlin. I am super pumped for Dan and Johnny's show tomorrow, "I" in team or something like that at the grounds. It's gonna be good. I don't know who i am going with, but everyone has offered me rides and I can't turn 'em down. Not wasting gas is always a good time for me. But I do worry about David and Heidi. I asked them if they wanted to go with me, but I am prolly gonna get a ride with someone else and I don't know if they will still want to go. Or if they will feel like I ditched them. I don't want to start my summer with my freinds pissed at me for ditching them. And then they might not invite me to do stuff with them... tricky situation. But then I fell asleep and then Whit called and invited me to the beach. Exciting.
So early in the summer and I already have to deal with not hurting people's feelings. I hope and pray that everything will move like clock work in this little scenario. Hm... I guess I will call Heidi in the morning before I go to the beach and tell her about the rides I have accumulated and maybe I will even tell her I still want her and David to come b/c I think that they would really enjoy it, give them the time and tell them i will save some seats for them. I really do want them to come and I think that they would enjoy themselves. Hmmm... that sounds supurb. Always tell the truth.
My my, it's late considering I have to wakr up super early. I am gonna hit it. There's something I haven't seen in a long time, it's 11:11, make a wish.
posted by chelC | 11:11 PM
1 Comments:
You really need to tell more people about this, I'm feeling lonely being the only one that comments on here ChelC. Though it does make me feel special, anyway I'm probably kidding myself. Yes, high school is over for me. It is so nice, and you're totally right ChelC you need to be out of high school too, just come hang with me and the guys from now on. Man didn't that just make everyday worth while, goin to the fish bowl and seeing ChelC Brinton. Good times. Well, I have nothing more to say right now, besides that Sufficient Grounds was a fabtastic time, thats right I said it...what?
Much luv Miss B.
~.:Boocho Baggins of The Shire:.~
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