So A line you haVE MissEd
I don't have very much important to say... but then again when do I ever. I haven't done much the past couple of days, but now as I sit here listening to the last bit of Amie by Damien Rice I am close to tears. This is just so beautiful.. I can barely stand it. In fact I have fallen on the floor and wiped my eyes a thousand times. But besides this, these days I have been primarily taking care of my Nana. She is very sick and I have to take her to the doctor tomorrow. I am very worried about her and hope that she will be okay. She is in so much pain these days and I just wish the doctor would give her something for the pain. I go to work, I come home, I make her dinner, and have to make her eat it and then try to make her smile at least a couple of times before I feed her one pill or another because she is always needing medication. *sigh* it's kind of depressing.... i just wish she would feel better.....
I really want to make this more short than I usually do, doctor's appointment and all in the morning. So... I haven't seen my friends in a while. I should really get together and see them. I mean c'mon it's summer we should be making memories. But then again david and I saw eachother the other day and we.,... to say the least had a splendiforous time! Hehe. I loved it. He always makes me laugh and we do have fun together even though we are both stubborn ... we bring out the best and worst of eachother and i wouldn't have it anyother way.
I rented Hitch. My thoughts, a good movive. Makes you want to believe in love i guess... I think that was the point. I almost got it and then i realized that I didn't want him to forgive the girl because i think that she is a huge b1Tch. Oh well, that's why its called make believe.
In closing, I got really bored tonight and I did what I always do, read other peoples blogs, because at the moment I am very much in favor of blogs over Xanga and I know very few people who have blogs. Few, but a very great few. So I was exploring because i so love it when there are links from people i know to people i might not know. And I found two new blogs of people i know, well one person i know the other is just someone's that i have read. And they both were about how they had lost loves. And I felt for them. They both happend at complete different times but they both basically had the same message. They were heart broken and for some reason they couldn't give up on their loves. I found myself wanting them to not give up. Like I was rooting for some kind of couple in a movie only i had never met the other person.... They were both completely destitude and crying and missing and wanting and .... heartbroken. I can't imagine knowing that there was a way to be with the one i loved or knowing that the person i loved was out there even thinking about loving some one else...... I want nothing more than for everyone to find the person they love and the person who will love them in return... the boy just saying how he wanted to cry in her arms and i don't even know who this who was, but i think that made me want to cry in someone's arms. And I think of the same arms everytime.....
Some people need to be saved. I think that I need to be saved. I have tried to save other people and the only thing that happend was that I lost them and I fell deeper in. It's high time someone reached for my hand and pulled me out of my torture, my hell, my solitutde. Because there is no solice in redemption when at the heart of it I know i am undeserving. Save me. That is all i ask. Save me, because I am falling so hard and I am trying to save the world and I know that I can't, but I know that I can't stop trying. Read between the lines of the title......
I really want to make this more short than I usually do, doctor's appointment and all in the morning. So... I haven't seen my friends in a while. I should really get together and see them. I mean c'mon it's summer we should be making memories. But then again david and I saw eachother the other day and we.,... to say the least had a splendiforous time! Hehe. I loved it. He always makes me laugh and we do have fun together even though we are both stubborn ... we bring out the best and worst of eachother and i wouldn't have it anyother way.
I rented Hitch. My thoughts, a good movive. Makes you want to believe in love i guess... I think that was the point. I almost got it and then i realized that I didn't want him to forgive the girl because i think that she is a huge b1Tch. Oh well, that's why its called make believe.
In closing, I got really bored tonight and I did what I always do, read other peoples blogs, because at the moment I am very much in favor of blogs over Xanga and I know very few people who have blogs. Few, but a very great few. So I was exploring because i so love it when there are links from people i know to people i might not know. And I found two new blogs of people i know, well one person i know the other is just someone's that i have read. And they both were about how they had lost loves. And I felt for them. They both happend at complete different times but they both basically had the same message. They were heart broken and for some reason they couldn't give up on their loves. I found myself wanting them to not give up. Like I was rooting for some kind of couple in a movie only i had never met the other person.... They were both completely destitude and crying and missing and wanting and .... heartbroken. I can't imagine knowing that there was a way to be with the one i loved or knowing that the person i loved was out there even thinking about loving some one else...... I want nothing more than for everyone to find the person they love and the person who will love them in return... the boy just saying how he wanted to cry in her arms and i don't even know who this who was, but i think that made me want to cry in someone's arms. And I think of the same arms everytime.....
Some people need to be saved. I think that I need to be saved. I have tried to save other people and the only thing that happend was that I lost them and I fell deeper in. It's high time someone reached for my hand and pulled me out of my torture, my hell, my solitutde. Because there is no solice in redemption when at the heart of it I know i am undeserving. Save me. That is all i ask. Save me, because I am falling so hard and I am trying to save the world and I know that I can't, but I know that I can't stop trying. Read between the lines of the title......
posted by chelC | 11:37 PM
1 Comments:
Chelsea you do need to be saved, I've needed to be saved since 8th grade. 5 years of bein alone is no fun trust me. I hope your grandma gets well soon Chelsea, all my hopes and prayers go out to you and yours. I'm here for ya lovely if you ever need someone to catch your fall. I can tell you from experience that its not hard to fall when you float like a cannonball.
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