WoN't yOu LooK aT ThE SuNRiSe?
Well, it is extremely late on my part of the world. I would imagine everywhere else that matters to me too is dark. I don't know... I just slept forever and then woke up and I can't go back to sleep. I have been exploring all of the places I guess I am too afraid to during the day. Hitting others people's links to friends and seeing what they say.. c'mon like who hasn't done that before?
Well the past couple of days have been very exciting of course not just the last day because I freakin slept through it. But back at Friday.. I went to the beach with Whitney and had such a blast! I really love spending the tme with her and am super happy that we are spending the promised time together. Her boyfriend is nice and his friends.. are crazy drivers. Then I went home, showered, and went to see Dan and Johnny C's show. It was really good. Nat Tschetter... UH I mean Fitzgerald? started it off and there were a lot of kids there. Then they left. I felt bad for Dan and Johnny. I still think that they were better any day. I really wish I could have heard trappeez swinger considering I heard that it was genious. Somehow speaking it doesn't do the justice I think it needs. Anywho they played some tricked out songs of their own and then started taking requests. I enjoyed it thuroughly. Especially "Cannonball" by my new love obsession Damien Rice. After the show we ended up going to Nick's Patio where I sat and shilled with Ryan, Brandon, and Whit. It was good times. All of those people are super fun. I don't know how I just met them like three months ago? Mayber longer. But not much longer. Still, I don't know who I would have rather been with that late that night. Then I got driven home and stole Brandon's CD collection. I started ripping them and didn't stop for two days!
Silly me I don't really remember too much of saturday. I woke up and ripped CD's and then I went to work. I had to drive my dad's stick shift because I left my purse in his car that he took to the store which had my keys in it! And he didn't take his cell phone so we couldn't reach him! I was like fine.... I'll take the stick shift! I grabbed my apron and went to the car. My mom comes out as I am pulling away and is like "If he has your purse, doesn't he have your liscense?"
Duh mom! Duh! I just said yes and she rolled her eyes. Hey, if I can get away driving my car when I haven't even gotten my liscence yet this will be a piece of cake. It was and that is where I spent my night.
Sunday... hmmm sunday. I got up and ripped CD's until I had to go to work. Whit called and told me she would pick me up to go to Ian's after 6:30 cause of this dinner or something. I was fine with that considering I needed to shave my legs and ect. I had known about his grad party and was invited, but I think only by... peerpressure? I don't know, there is a word to describe it probably but I can't think of it. I just didn't feel like I should have gone. But there were people making me go so I figured why not, what the hell else am I gonna do? I might as well have fun. So Whit came and got me and we went and I love driving with her and I don't know why, but she is hella fun in the car. We got to Ians and there were quite a few people there, none of which i knew except Ryan, Brandon, Matt, Dan eventually showed up, Ian duh!, and Julie's sister Kaite. I sat outside the cirlce of hookah for a while and like in double dutch eventually found my way in and jumped for it... literally. Hmm... it was a good time I must admit except that this German girl Alix, who I am convinced is crazy, sat on Ian the entire time...... it was weird to say the least. Plus she hogged the hookah which just pissed me off. Ryan swam in the pool and looked like he was dead at least twice.... hehe. *Sigh* It was a night. I met a boy named scottie?, scotty?, scott?, something like that and .... hmmmm I'll just keep that to myself, I.... will. Hehe.
Then me and Whit drove away. Kinda in the middle of the party. I am glad that I didn't go without her cause I know I would have felt like I didn't belong. It was all Seniors as a matter of fact. But I was telling her about my car and was like yes i want it cause it can go 0-60 in six seconds. She forgot about it at the stop sign and we were almost at my house, so we stopped in the middle of Cleveland and she floored it. Took 8 seconds, ha! My car wins!
I think this puts us at monday in which I did nothing and slept a lot. I did call Lauren cause I haven't seen her since summer started and I thought she might wanna hang. She said she didn't have to work on monday sunday night when i called her. So I waited and called her at 12:30 and she went over what she did and said that she has to work all summer and whenever she isn't working, she will have softball. Then she said she was going to see her mom and kept trying to pawn me off on someone else. Telling me I should call David and see what he was up to, or go to brandon's and go swimming. What the hell?.... I called her to hang out with her not to go over my options. At this point I was kinda pissed. I didn't really want to talk to her anymore and told her to tell her mom hi for me. She asked if i wanted her to call me back when she was home to see if i wanted to do something. I said sure. And goodbye. So, I didn't hold my breath and a good thing or I would probably be dead. She really doesn't want to hang with you unless she wants something from you. I will not see her at all this summer. Not by my device, but by hers. I guess work will always be her excuse. And that is just fine with me. I am tired of catering to her anymore. I am gonna be a junior and am tired of this bullshit. Because, that is what it is. I don't know how to describe it I guess. Everything is hard for her. But I think only because hse makes it hard. School, getting places, working, is all harder for her than it will ever be for you. She is so not independant and it is starting to get to me. She won't get her liscence because she knows that other people will drive her wherever.. now doug doesn't have his car what will ther do?... and other people pay for her food, I don't know what she is going to do with this money... she still owes me 15 bucks for tanning. This whole paragraph is me bitching about her, but i ... i am just tired and I have already slept for too long.
So that has been my summer so far. Not too much. And I kinda hate that I am ending on that extremely bad note. I mean, it has been good. Really good. I couldn't ask for any better. I am going to call heidi today and see if she wants to do anything. After work is over of course. But I really would like this to be the summer of Heid. Either that or the summer of Chelsea and her senior boys who are leaving her next year for college and bigger things. Or evn perhaps the college of Chelsea and hot boy who have fling... I could go for that.
Wow, now it almost completely light outside. Looks like it is going to be a beautiful day. Yuo can tell by just looking at the sky. I mean c'mon. Hmmmm..... won't you look at the sunrise?
Well the past couple of days have been very exciting of course not just the last day because I freakin slept through it. But back at Friday.. I went to the beach with Whitney and had such a blast! I really love spending the tme with her and am super happy that we are spending the promised time together. Her boyfriend is nice and his friends.. are crazy drivers. Then I went home, showered, and went to see Dan and Johnny C's show. It was really good. Nat Tschetter... UH I mean Fitzgerald? started it off and there were a lot of kids there. Then they left. I felt bad for Dan and Johnny. I still think that they were better any day. I really wish I could have heard trappeez swinger considering I heard that it was genious. Somehow speaking it doesn't do the justice I think it needs. Anywho they played some tricked out songs of their own and then started taking requests. I enjoyed it thuroughly. Especially "Cannonball" by my new love obsession Damien Rice. After the show we ended up going to Nick's Patio where I sat and shilled with Ryan, Brandon, and Whit. It was good times. All of those people are super fun. I don't know how I just met them like three months ago? Mayber longer. But not much longer. Still, I don't know who I would have rather been with that late that night. Then I got driven home and stole Brandon's CD collection. I started ripping them and didn't stop for two days!
Silly me I don't really remember too much of saturday. I woke up and ripped CD's and then I went to work. I had to drive my dad's stick shift because I left my purse in his car that he took to the store which had my keys in it! And he didn't take his cell phone so we couldn't reach him! I was like fine.... I'll take the stick shift! I grabbed my apron and went to the car. My mom comes out as I am pulling away and is like "If he has your purse, doesn't he have your liscense?"
Duh mom! Duh! I just said yes and she rolled her eyes. Hey, if I can get away driving my car when I haven't even gotten my liscence yet this will be a piece of cake. It was and that is where I spent my night.
Sunday... hmmm sunday. I got up and ripped CD's until I had to go to work. Whit called and told me she would pick me up to go to Ian's after 6:30 cause of this dinner or something. I was fine with that considering I needed to shave my legs and ect. I had known about his grad party and was invited, but I think only by... peerpressure? I don't know, there is a word to describe it probably but I can't think of it. I just didn't feel like I should have gone. But there were people making me go so I figured why not, what the hell else am I gonna do? I might as well have fun. So Whit came and got me and we went and I love driving with her and I don't know why, but she is hella fun in the car. We got to Ians and there were quite a few people there, none of which i knew except Ryan, Brandon, Matt, Dan eventually showed up, Ian duh!, and Julie's sister Kaite. I sat outside the cirlce of hookah for a while and like in double dutch eventually found my way in and jumped for it... literally. Hmm... it was a good time I must admit except that this German girl Alix, who I am convinced is crazy, sat on Ian the entire time...... it was weird to say the least. Plus she hogged the hookah which just pissed me off. Ryan swam in the pool and looked like he was dead at least twice.... hehe. *Sigh* It was a night. I met a boy named scottie?, scotty?, scott?, something like that and .... hmmmm I'll just keep that to myself, I.... will. Hehe.
Then me and Whit drove away. Kinda in the middle of the party. I am glad that I didn't go without her cause I know I would have felt like I didn't belong. It was all Seniors as a matter of fact. But I was telling her about my car and was like yes i want it cause it can go 0-60 in six seconds. She forgot about it at the stop sign and we were almost at my house, so we stopped in the middle of Cleveland and she floored it. Took 8 seconds, ha! My car wins!
I think this puts us at monday in which I did nothing and slept a lot. I did call Lauren cause I haven't seen her since summer started and I thought she might wanna hang. She said she didn't have to work on monday sunday night when i called her. So I waited and called her at 12:30 and she went over what she did and said that she has to work all summer and whenever she isn't working, she will have softball. Then she said she was going to see her mom and kept trying to pawn me off on someone else. Telling me I should call David and see what he was up to, or go to brandon's and go swimming. What the hell?.... I called her to hang out with her not to go over my options. At this point I was kinda pissed. I didn't really want to talk to her anymore and told her to tell her mom hi for me. She asked if i wanted her to call me back when she was home to see if i wanted to do something. I said sure. And goodbye. So, I didn't hold my breath and a good thing or I would probably be dead. She really doesn't want to hang with you unless she wants something from you. I will not see her at all this summer. Not by my device, but by hers. I guess work will always be her excuse. And that is just fine with me. I am tired of catering to her anymore. I am gonna be a junior and am tired of this bullshit. Because, that is what it is. I don't know how to describe it I guess. Everything is hard for her. But I think only because hse makes it hard. School, getting places, working, is all harder for her than it will ever be for you. She is so not independant and it is starting to get to me. She won't get her liscence because she knows that other people will drive her wherever.. now doug doesn't have his car what will ther do?... and other people pay for her food, I don't know what she is going to do with this money... she still owes me 15 bucks for tanning. This whole paragraph is me bitching about her, but i ... i am just tired and I have already slept for too long.
So that has been my summer so far. Not too much. And I kinda hate that I am ending on that extremely bad note. I mean, it has been good. Really good. I couldn't ask for any better. I am going to call heidi today and see if she wants to do anything. After work is over of course. But I really would like this to be the summer of Heid. Either that or the summer of Chelsea and her senior boys who are leaving her next year for college and bigger things. Or evn perhaps the college of Chelsea and hot boy who have fling... I could go for that.
Wow, now it almost completely light outside. Looks like it is going to be a beautiful day. Yuo can tell by just looking at the sky. I mean c'mon. Hmmmm..... won't you look at the sunrise?
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