daMN i hATe mYsPaCE
I don't know what happend. I haven't updated this in the longest time. And now that that week of hell and working every night until like twelve is over, i have so cushy sleeping time and fun. Ahh, the life is better even though it fucking sucks. Don't understand? I never said you had to. But i think since it is daytime i will shed a little light on the subject at large. No offense to any of the parties involved. I am just tired of.... everything.
Well there was that entire week of school and the inevitable depression that was caused by it. Also a lot of lacking in the sleep department. I can count on both hands and no help from my toes the number of hours that i got to sleep. Yea, it was hell. But i finished. And after tuesday was over, the time seemed to slip all away from me. It was alright. I didn't even cry that much.
This entire time my friends had come home from purdue and IU. It was so grood to see them. I missed them so much. I think if it weren't for the few hours that i was able to spend with them everynight after getting off of work, i wouldn't have made it through the week at all.
Monday: Had school that day. In the morning i was walking around with bernice and we saw J shook. She proceeded to tell me that she has seen ian in the building. Bernice had told me that ian was in town and how she had seen ben. I was so excited and we decided we had to try and find him. I knew bed would be there. somehow. But we went down tech hall and started up the stairs to Anadons room and she looked in and said, no they weren't there. But she had looked in the wrong classroom and when she looked in the one next door, she said "There they are!!" So we went in and i got a huge hug from ian and ben picked me up. *sigh* that was the perfect start to my day, seriously. That was also the day of the art gallery in which we totally Pwnd the other gallery. I really did love this project and i can't wait to get back all of the friggin sweet artwork i did. It's very much worthy of my wall. That was near the end of the day. I think this may have been the only day that i didn't fall asleep in the middle of it. I had to work after school. Boo! But oh well, i think i had a good time. Except that Jessica had gotten attacked by a pit bull and had to have someone cover for her.. such shit by the way. I originally just talked to ian and wanted to go out to someplace with him. I hadn't seen him in town yet. I knew that Maggie and Lynden were coming into town so i wouldn't see scott or dan possibly even brandon that night. But to my surprise when ian and i arrived at SNS there they were in a booth in the smoking section. yay! I got a mediocre hello. I won't lie. But handshakes area always a welcomed thing. Maybe... hmm... the past kinda has called for amazing hellos, but i believe that dan has made up for that time and time again because evey hello has a hug attatched. But yes, i saw them and we stayed there for a little bit and then decided pool would be grood. So we all went there. I had to leave so that i could get home by one o'clock in the morning. Plus yea, i had school. It happens.
Tuesday: Nothing much at school, i think.. i had my spanish speakin final which i had forgotten to study for. It was kinda a surprise final. I was fine with that. After i froke out of course. Then it was just a bunch of wasting day. This was also the day that i fell asleep hardcore in every single one of my classes. Ahh!!! I woke up so many times and didn't know where i was. That is kinda a scary thing. I won't lie. But after school, I went to see Elizabethtown with Heids in the dollar theater. . After that movie, I just feel kinda at peace, and.. i can't really describe it. I feel good. Almost the way i do after Gardenstate, only not as intense. Damn i love Garden State. But after that i went to Pizza kinga cause that was where the action was at. Then Brandon, Dan, Lynden, and Maggie went to Denny's with me. That was awesome and i totally decided that i lurv Lynden and Maggie. Woot to me. Oh and them.
Wednesday: I don't really remember it. I'd be lying if i told you that i did. I know that i went to school and fell asleep in all of my classes again. And that really wasn't the best thing for me to do. You know, considering that It's school. I took my precalc final which was really easy, so there was that. Then i talked to Alix for a long time i think... i don't really remem... or perhaps it was the day that i went to Physics and ended up typing J Shook's fuckin paper cause she didn't do it in MLA format.. goddamn it... Then Something in Semiar i totally wasn't paying attention. I fell asleep during a few presentations.. yea.. that was kinda shitty of me but i don't give. I went to work that day and didn't get home until midnight. I don't know if i did anything with dan and brandon that night, i think that may have been the day that i just went to sleep... of course after homework. I definately needed that.
Thursday: I went to school, totally sleep depraved. But i still dragged my ass out of bed. Why? Cause i had a spanish test that i totally pwnd. It was fairly sweet. Then i went to choir where, surprise surprise, i fell asleep. Great nap by the way. I didn't do my geometry paper so i didn't turn that in and we had the open ended which was really really hard... damn. I fell asleep afterwards of course. And that was relaxing. And then i went to physics. Oh kistlizzle. All we did was lab work. Me and shook caught up with everyone else and now i feel only oodles caboodles better about my situation in that class. And then i went to work. And that totally sucked. But then i went out. I don't remember where, or when, or even who i saw... but i don't think that i came home.
Friday & Saturday just kinda went by. And that was good enough for me. Filled with last minute shopping and a great lot of nothingness. I don't remember sleeping... i don't remember that much of anything.
Sunday: It was christmas and nothing was new. Excpet that i was not remotly excited. And i still can't remember anything that great about it. Sure i got a cell phone.. whoopdee doo. It was long overdue and ended up not costing my parents a damn thing after the rebate. Happy nondenominational holiday indeed.
Well there was that entire week of school and the inevitable depression that was caused by it. Also a lot of lacking in the sleep department. I can count on both hands and no help from my toes the number of hours that i got to sleep. Yea, it was hell. But i finished. And after tuesday was over, the time seemed to slip all away from me. It was alright. I didn't even cry that much.
This entire time my friends had come home from purdue and IU. It was so grood to see them. I missed them so much. I think if it weren't for the few hours that i was able to spend with them everynight after getting off of work, i wouldn't have made it through the week at all.
Monday: Had school that day. In the morning i was walking around with bernice and we saw J shook. She proceeded to tell me that she has seen ian in the building. Bernice had told me that ian was in town and how she had seen ben. I was so excited and we decided we had to try and find him. I knew bed would be there. somehow. But we went down tech hall and started up the stairs to Anadons room and she looked in and said, no they weren't there. But she had looked in the wrong classroom and when she looked in the one next door, she said "There they are!!" So we went in and i got a huge hug from ian and ben picked me up. *sigh* that was the perfect start to my day, seriously. That was also the day of the art gallery in which we totally Pwnd the other gallery. I really did love this project and i can't wait to get back all of the friggin sweet artwork i did. It's very much worthy of my wall. That was near the end of the day. I think this may have been the only day that i didn't fall asleep in the middle of it. I had to work after school. Boo! But oh well, i think i had a good time. Except that Jessica had gotten attacked by a pit bull and had to have someone cover for her.. such shit by the way. I originally just talked to ian and wanted to go out to someplace with him. I hadn't seen him in town yet. I knew that Maggie and Lynden were coming into town so i wouldn't see scott or dan possibly even brandon that night. But to my surprise when ian and i arrived at SNS there they were in a booth in the smoking section. yay! I got a mediocre hello. I won't lie. But handshakes area always a welcomed thing. Maybe... hmm... the past kinda has called for amazing hellos, but i believe that dan has made up for that time and time again because evey hello has a hug attatched. But yes, i saw them and we stayed there for a little bit and then decided pool would be grood. So we all went there. I had to leave so that i could get home by one o'clock in the morning. Plus yea, i had school. It happens.
Tuesday: Nothing much at school, i think.. i had my spanish speakin final which i had forgotten to study for. It was kinda a surprise final. I was fine with that. After i froke out of course. Then it was just a bunch of wasting day. This was also the day that i fell asleep hardcore in every single one of my classes. Ahh!!! I woke up so many times and didn't know where i was. That is kinda a scary thing. I won't lie. But after school, I went to see Elizabethtown with Heids in the dollar theater. . After that movie, I just feel kinda at peace, and.. i can't really describe it. I feel good. Almost the way i do after Gardenstate, only not as intense. Damn i love Garden State. But after that i went to Pizza kinga cause that was where the action was at. Then Brandon, Dan, Lynden, and Maggie went to Denny's with me. That was awesome and i totally decided that i lurv Lynden and Maggie. Woot to me. Oh and them.
Wednesday: I don't really remember it. I'd be lying if i told you that i did. I know that i went to school and fell asleep in all of my classes again. And that really wasn't the best thing for me to do. You know, considering that It's school. I took my precalc final which was really easy, so there was that. Then i talked to Alix for a long time i think... i don't really remem... or perhaps it was the day that i went to Physics and ended up typing J Shook's fuckin paper cause she didn't do it in MLA format.. goddamn it... Then Something in Semiar i totally wasn't paying attention. I fell asleep during a few presentations.. yea.. that was kinda shitty of me but i don't give. I went to work that day and didn't get home until midnight. I don't know if i did anything with dan and brandon that night, i think that may have been the day that i just went to sleep... of course after homework. I definately needed that.
Thursday: I went to school, totally sleep depraved. But i still dragged my ass out of bed. Why? Cause i had a spanish test that i totally pwnd. It was fairly sweet. Then i went to choir where, surprise surprise, i fell asleep. Great nap by the way. I didn't do my geometry paper so i didn't turn that in and we had the open ended which was really really hard... damn. I fell asleep afterwards of course. And that was relaxing. And then i went to physics. Oh kistlizzle. All we did was lab work. Me and shook caught up with everyone else and now i feel only oodles caboodles better about my situation in that class. And then i went to work. And that totally sucked. But then i went out. I don't remember where, or when, or even who i saw... but i don't think that i came home.
Friday & Saturday just kinda went by. And that was good enough for me. Filled with last minute shopping and a great lot of nothingness. I don't remember sleeping... i don't remember that much of anything.
Sunday: It was christmas and nothing was new. Excpet that i was not remotly excited. And i still can't remember anything that great about it. Sure i got a cell phone.. whoopdee doo. It was long overdue and ended up not costing my parents a damn thing after the rebate. Happy nondenominational holiday indeed.
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