TheRe ArE saiLinG ShiPS thAt PaSS, LiKE BoDiEs iN thE GrASS

I've just been hanging around the past couple of months of life, recollecting on everything and working on trying to process the past couple years of my life. It's amazing at how much you miss what's happening to you when it just keeps happening so quickly. Right now, I don't know where my life has gone. I open my eyes and see that i am only 31 school days away from graduating from high school and moving on to the next phase of my life.
I feel like the last time i had my eyes open i was just graduating from my sophomore year of high school. I was entering into the summer with a cheerful smile. No summer school this year. What happens now? I had no fucking idea what was comin and i don't feel like the gravity of the situations i was in ever hit me.