dRinK uP BabY dOwN, Mmm ARE yOu iN oR ArE You OuT?
I'm convinced that my family has gone absolutely crazy. One says something that pisses off something else, and it's just one huge bitch fest in a matter of seconds. I really love christmas. I'd love it more if it weren't a time we were supposed to spend with family. Someday, maybe i can deal, but while i'm still a 17 year old, i'm not ready.
My dad lost his job. At first i was extremely worried and upset about it. Now i just wish people would stop giving him shit about being out of a job. That has also been a source of tension this holiday season. And i am just tired about it. But i really don't know what i am going to do, what our family is going to do now. We can't live on one income alone. And i don't know what my dad is going to do now.
I got a digital camera for christmas. That pretty much made my day. That and it's a fuckin sweet camera. It's a cannon power shot and i have been trying to figure out just how it works all day. I love this much. It's just a new thing every time i play with it.
But, I am kinda tired, now. Watching SNL from the 70's with the original not ready for prime time players. Pretty good. Nostalgic at least.
I slept in today. I have to work every day this week. That's going ot be good and suck all at the same time.
I don't know what it is that i want to say. I feel like there should be something. I just want to rid my mind of everything that i could be feeling. But i am fairly deviod of emotion at this moment. I am just in a neutral mode. I want to hang out with my friends. I want to laugh with them, i just want to visit. I don't think i'll make it to heidi's it's just so far, that half a mile.
I want to listen to music real bad. I want to see The Holiday again because it has so much truth in it without being real life. I watched The Family Man last night. Not an amazing movie, but if you've seen it, you know there is something there.
I just want to say that i am watching the reunition of Simon and Garfunkel on SNL and this is music. If there ever was anyone that could come close to these men they would be amazing. This is what music should be. Just a little harmony and an acoustic guitar. They were great together, they complemented eachother and they created music unlike anything else. I don't know if i was ever listening before, but i don't ever want to stop listening. This makes me happy, these people. This is the music that i wanted. I love this... this is my merry christmas. And i hope you find yours.
My dad lost his job. At first i was extremely worried and upset about it. Now i just wish people would stop giving him shit about being out of a job. That has also been a source of tension this holiday season. And i am just tired about it. But i really don't know what i am going to do, what our family is going to do now. We can't live on one income alone. And i don't know what my dad is going to do now.
I got a digital camera for christmas. That pretty much made my day. That and it's a fuckin sweet camera. It's a cannon power shot and i have been trying to figure out just how it works all day. I love this much. It's just a new thing every time i play with it.
But, I am kinda tired, now. Watching SNL from the 70's with the original not ready for prime time players. Pretty good. Nostalgic at least.
I slept in today. I have to work every day this week. That's going ot be good and suck all at the same time.
I don't know what it is that i want to say. I feel like there should be something. I just want to rid my mind of everything that i could be feeling. But i am fairly deviod of emotion at this moment. I am just in a neutral mode. I want to hang out with my friends. I want to laugh with them, i just want to visit. I don't think i'll make it to heidi's it's just so far, that half a mile.
I want to listen to music real bad. I want to see The Holiday again because it has so much truth in it without being real life. I watched The Family Man last night. Not an amazing movie, but if you've seen it, you know there is something there.
I just want to say that i am watching the reunition of Simon and Garfunkel on SNL and this is music. If there ever was anyone that could come close to these men they would be amazing. This is what music should be. Just a little harmony and an acoustic guitar. They were great together, they complemented eachother and they created music unlike anything else. I don't know if i was ever listening before, but i don't ever want to stop listening. This makes me happy, these people. This is the music that i wanted. I love this... this is my merry christmas. And i hope you find yours.
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